i mentioned on my Facebook that i had planned my first couple posts to be about my Mom and how her death has impacted me but i find when i try to write it out i choke up. All the emotions and thoughts just... cannot yet be turned into words on a screen/page. it is frustrating but i am sure it is all for a reason, maybe i need to internally process more of this first? i don't know... only God knows and i wouldn't ever presume to know his plans!

so here i am, attempting to blog after a few years break and in a new stage of my life. so much has changed, mostly for the better to be perfectly honest but i do feel wistful at times for things long past... but then again who doesn't?